Victor

Smiling without any reason in the presence of another person is not always madness, it can also be luv. But then again, there's such little difference between the two, its hardly discernible.

Against the perception of hard work, people who actually undergo the experience shouldn't feel that way. Its a different thing if its forcible, which of course is mostly the case. Going through the motions is often a matter of principle and becomes a moral obligation making one feel and feed on guilt. Emotional well being and its health is frequently ignored in favor of physical characteristics. While there's nothing wrong with it, a balanced approach is a lot more desirable, just like other things in life.

So what is the solution? Does one sacrifice the whole of remaining days of life living a lie? Is it so wrong to ensure the other half is safe in the presumption that luv is forever and truthfully complete? What about living a full life and being drowned in admirable affection? Most addictions in life are born out of a physical need to be accepted. The powerful forces of needing affection drive a needy to live out a life without feeling any necessity to be socially accepted. When confronted with reality of lagging behind, any number of excuses take shape from partial reality.

The rebel without any cause is always waiting to be unleashed. There are many reasons to commit to a shortcut instead of a long drawn out battle against ones will. It feels like a biased game with rules always in favor of the home team and odds stacked against the visitors. The glory is only in winning. At least, that's what it feels like.