Restless

Experience taught that the issues faced by our own self are feeble compared to the ones "continuously faced and 'overcome' by others" in the world. Being absorbed in ourselves, we fail miserably to notice life being kind to us. It's essential to realize that we mostly receive a better deal than what is truly deserved. Yes, I mean it. There is no valid reason for us to be living like this, like we are, like giving up and feeling lost without fighting.

Charlie Chaplin had said "you'll never find a rainbow if you're looking down."

So, why is it that very, very few people manage to live life to its most beautiful extent? Ignoring karmic compulsions and all the things beyond our control, why do we continuously choose to ignore balance and embrace extremity?

Still don't remember when was the last time I laughed with an open heart and felt truly happy.. and that's the simple and honest truth, however looked! This realization is probably bridging the gap and connecting the present time., bridging the two similar points in time of "should have been" and "have been."

It had to come one day or the other.. its a journey somehow destined to be undertaken. Don't know the 'why,' but hopefully through with it.

If you can't be a star in the sky, atleast be a beacon of light on the ground - Swamy Vivekananda.

When being selfish becomes the least of your vices, the ego ensures dominance of fate. The recurrence of certain impossible delays in getting simple things done seems to have an eerily sinister under current. Why would the predicament surface with such alacrity? Especially when plans were showed to seek blessings and HE knows it!

Then again, one can never be too sure as it could all just be my over achieving jobless imagination working at full blast!