Despond

1. Must I give up on all hope to get my desires fulfilled?

2. Should I discard all beliefs to gain on expectations?

3. Is this a test or am I paying for some unknown sins?

4. Why is fate tempting me to give up on my destiny?

5. Do I even know anything? Haven't I learnt?

6. Are my basics so flawed that the advanced stands no chance?

7. Was my foundation built on quick sand instead of a steady rock support?

8. What could possibly be the purpose of my existence?

9. Why should I bother to find out and fulfill my mission in life? Is it an emotional blackmail?

10. How can I find out what I am best at, what am I born to do?

11. Why don't I yet know what I want?

12. How can I travel to the place if I don't know where I want to go?

13. Why does a feeling of emptiness haunt me?

14. Why do I always seem to run away from loneliness bearing my heart especially at sun down?

15. Why can I not attain stillness of mind inspite of knowing its importance?

Depressive thoughts are not imaginationary. They can affect anyone at anytime impartially. Historically, depression has had a profound effect on the qualitative output of artists. It's known to spur the creative juices of people in both, the scientific as well as artistic fields.

Success introduces you to the world but, failure introduces the world to you - or so it seems.

"The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be." - Anne Frank