Thursday, August 16, 2007

In a name

Why does the heart suddenly lose a few beats and start beating slowly when certain things from past become apparent over which you have no control over?

Why would you wish it weren't so?

When the pangs of doubt are sowed and fertility is not an issue, you start wondering. Even if you conclude its not really about doubts, just the fact that you want to change what is gone and feel helpless about not being able to do so, your genetic makeup becomes a stumbling block instead of something known as prejudiced melancholic hope.

So why would you take pictures?

They say the expansion of mind is as limitless as the vastness of the universe. I wonder if that is true. If so, how much and to what extent. The pain is searing and the more you dwell on what you know the more you hump the blow hole. It will explode you would think. Realisation is when you know that the pits are not really meant to be filled up. They are to be dug.

You see, at the cost of sounding a retreat, one would want to think - I can't stop now.

And tell me then what happens, you see the sun, if I said sinking, would you judge me to be a pessimist? Seems like troubles coming on around, listening to the thump, breathing.. You wanted marsh-mellows. Everyone sat listening, you wondered if they will..

But you would think this does not make any sense.

1 comment:

Navin Sigamany said...

Remembering an old girlfriend/crush/whatever?