Everyone's a Hero

I wanted to but dont feel like any more..

It came and it went, that feeling... those emotions, those thoughts..

Everything reminds or boils "down" to the name of this blog and the line beneath it explaining or trying to give an insight you'd never probably understand.
I say never not to insult but because one can never understand what the other feels. One can try and comprehend but it does not matter.. one can try and influence, but it never occurs. Its just like the sun sets every evening.. some of the people who know me might say I am a pessimist just because I talk of the setting sun, they never realize I am thinking of the beautiful stars.

Ever been through something which simply wasted you up? One might think thats the worst, but when you talk to someone about it and make a realistic statement of things which happened and learnt, you'll know that going through it was not as bad as listening to "stop being so negative." Its really not about that. Its about a lot of different things. Some as simple as "feeling exhausted(and not similar to when you've had an orgasm)" and others as "sophisticated" as saying fuck off and still others with no malicious intent, like "taking a realistic look at what happened (only mistake being, you are doing it out loud thinking, you are on the same plane as the rest of the world!)."

A man can never afford to make mistakes (as opposed to women and children) - line from the movie GodFather. Now this is one of those lines which end up affecting 'still growing up kinda people' a lot. It did have its toll on me and the fool that I am, I started imagining.. Expecting things to be in a certain way simply because that the only perfect way! Can you get that? This effectively meant I, the poor little stupified soul, started having big hopes and dreams! and like it's said in The Shawshank Redemption "Hope is a dangerous thing, it drives a man crazy."

Life is still going on after that eventfull episode. Its like they say when you have to let go of someone or something you love ever so dearly..

Why should one not expect to hear the things which are needed? or do we really get that all the time? This is a scary thought.. deep diving might even lead you to past life regression and you may endup thinking what the hell might have I done to be right here and right now! Its an interesting thought to which you have no clue. It will lead you no where and nothing will ever come out of it. But it will be an important experience. And by important, I do not mean it in a way you would ever imagine that word to mean in day to day life. Its like they say, coming back to the point you began. Its not so much about the destination than it is about your journey.

Now dont start thinking about how that journey should be positive, rewarding and all that shit..