Thank you, for arguing.

The Morris Theorem: "Change is caused by lazy, greedy, frightened people looking for easier, more profitable and safer ways to do things. And they rarely know what they're doing."

Its such a subtle change which creeps up your spine, disabling whatever little cognitive ability existed, for an independent thought to flourish, for an idea to be born, for taking wings..

Someone funnily mentioned the other day -- Know where you're going in life.. you may, already be there! Profound thought, I said.

Didn't even realize I have become a robot. The one without thought, living only to make up for a past full of learnings. Do you exist to live or are you living to exist? Apparently, the only difference between deadwood floating on a river and a boat carved out of wood is the purposefulness of its reality. It is for this reason, and this reason alone, that one must always strive to find out the reason of ones existence. Its a different story about what you do once you find out where you wanna go. For now, first things first.

How real is your life?

Some realizations are just too terrible to have realized.. just as certain revelations are too heart breaking to live through..

Its like how some mornings are too dark to wake up to, you end up wondering if its time for the sunrise yet. You are not too sure if you are awake or in a very real dream.

When life hits you with too many versions of reality, all contrasting the one which you thought was the real life you were living in your senses, you begin to think and relate things. I ended up thinking of the universe and how futile an existence could one possibly have looking at the vast scheme of the universe we think we live in.

The entire Earth and subsequently all of the events happening on it are nothing. Not even deserving a tiny pixel on the immeasurably vast canvas. What good is it to wonder about the victories and the defeats, the triumphs and the lessons of an individual soul? Perhaps it is this, which forces mankind to search for a purpose of life. To feel relevant at a time, when its too difficult to live knowing the truth of life itself.

The only relevance helping the dangerous cause of hope is to believe in an unexplained sensory stimuli tricking our consciousness into thinking its all been worth it -- otherwise popularly known as "love."