Hatred

There are many ways it can manifest itself in you. Strangely enough, love is one of them.

There are ways it will get life inside you. Will make you do unimaginable things, to yourself, to others. You stop yourself, try and reason, ask Why? and still it lasts.. You think reason may soothe, but no. It will burn more. It will hurt more. You listen to that song you like so damn much and it keeps on increasing.. You wish you could meditate and manage it, channel all that furious energy into bending a spoon without touching it.. And you smile to yourself.

There is a lot many people can say about it, either about ways to get rid of it or about how to calm yourself..
I don't want to. Just the feeling gets the better out of me.

Ragnarok

Hope it never happens. But by default, why does the mind conjure up such things in the first place? I mean Man invented fear, just like other things which scare, spoil or beat the shit out of his own-self. (I can almost hear some women's lib activist laughing mockingly and saying - thats why you wish it was a woman, she'd have never done/created such things. Along with probably focusing more on making another million shades of lipstick and causing irrefutable damage to all things dear to Man I might add.)

Deviation - Thats what a rampant mind is all about. Never sticks to a topic.

Einherjar - How interesting would it be? To dine with Odin himself? The irresistible urge to be there amongst the bravest and the fiercest and of course the prize of it all, becoming a martyr for that cause which you believe you so strongly understand..

But do you really? What if it was all a farce generated by man again? For the sole purpose of being empowered and in command? Instilling fear has always been one of the most easiest ways to get what you want.. To this day the practice is in place, the worlds only superpower does it, the best cricket team in the world does it, you do it to a kid to get him to do what you want!!!

Every day is another moment of advancement towards your own Valhalla. If you are sure you want it. You see, I always believe you will get what you want, catch is, not necessarily when
you want it! So if you wanna ask for something, be specific, I'd say, if you are specific enough just the right amount, chances are, you wont get it at all. Trust me its better that way rather than having gotten it at the wrong time and then not being able to say - WTF? it's of no use and get a reply in return saying - at-least you got it!

“I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, so we're really not that different, me and you.” Or so they would have us believe.

Happy

When a momentary lapse of reason lasts a lot longer than a moment, would you wish for those moments to last a life time?

What if they asked you to be normal? And what if you were wrong all this while?

Ahh, what do you care, you are happy.
Abstracts make you believe what you want to believe in.

Betrayal

Sajda - to cast (oneself) face down on the ground in humility, submission, or adoration.

Trying to forget my life., and everywhere I look and see, I am reminded of the very things I am afraid of.